Thank you all for your support and kind words!!!
Life is too short to waste! I realized this after my divorce
I feel that I wasted so much time... But I am making sure that I am enjoying every second of it now...
I strongly suggest those who are in a situation that I was in : Do not let money or house or cars whatever to force you stay in a marriage that makes you miserable and has no chance to get better!
Good luck all!