Trust me. When I was your age, I think you are early twenties??, I was a human wrecking ball.
Fast cars. Fast women. Fighting. Riding bulls..really bright huh. Partying.
I have lived the life and don't regret much of it.
Now I am trying to clean things up the best I can w/o turning into a scared to enjoy life nut case.
ps: Fast cars and fast women are still in my Rolodex.