Hey man, I know the feeling. I suffered a cryptogenic stroke at 27 y/o. Nothing is worth stressing over, enough to risk your life. Keep positive and try to be healthy. Best of luck dude!
F82 M4 Individual / F87 M2 (on the list) / E36 M3 (track) / E21 320i (S52 + Getrag 420G Swap) / Fiat 500 (daily)