Originally Posted by BKsBimmer
Bummer, I couldn't read it all. Honestly you lost me at Socialist Communism. Sounds like you had a bad month, preceded by a bad year, preceded by 3 bad years, preceded by a bad decade.
This post makes me think of the Russell Crowe character in "A Beautiful Mind".
So much time and detail given to such obsessive and paranoid thoughts and ideas. The tragedy is that you don't realize it's all just crap. You believe it's true, so for you, it is true. That is sad.
My suggestion: Put your thoughts and energies to more constructive use. Be more optimistic about life. You'll probably feel better.
If you didn't read it, then why bother even commenting?