Im so sorry for your loss. I too had to put my Old English Bulldog to sleep about 3 months ago. It was hard. She had bone cancer. Amputated her leg, gave her chemo and she was doing great. After her last treatment, I waited a month and went for her monthly check up, the cancer came back in her lungs. Two weeks later I was making the hardest decision in my life, had to put her down. There is not a moment that goes by that I do not think of her. I miss her greately. I took a lot of pictures and videos of her before she passed away. I really know what you are going through. One thing you can think off, he is not suffering anymore. RIP and my thoughts are with you.
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